~Drawings and Songs~

~~ Just a random post...:)
~~Miss Eye For Design~~

~~**Alanis Morissette - Are you still mad**


~~My little Brownie Bear~~



~~** Limp Bizkit - Eat you Alive**



~~I love you Devil~~



~~** The Cranberries - When you're gone**


~~The Purple Purble~~




~~** Kings of Leon - Use Somebody**


~~My Tiny Turtle~~



~~**Alanis Morissette - Uninvited**

In Love...

~~ I think I might have fallen in love...
...I'm happy...and I felt the need to say it:)
Love is nice:)..I guess...
~~ I wrote this poem 3 or 4 years ago...for my first love...I was in high school back then...We've never been together..lack of timing...when I wanted him he was taken...when he wanted me it was too late..but I do keep a dear memory of that time..
he's still a very sexy and nice guy..the genuine kind of rocker..leather cloths, tattoo, looong hair, motorcycle...:D
~~ Now I look back at it and laugh..laugh about my bitter-sweet memory:)
~~ Wish you a LOVELY Sunday and a love-filled new week:)

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Angel for you
by 2na aka T.O.S.

I wish I were your angel
To cry at night your tears,
Always to stand beside you,
To hold your pain and fears.

I wish I were your angel
To keep alive your hope and trust,
To sleep inside your body,
To refrain your evil greedy lust.

I wish I were your shadow
To lay under your steps,
To make your path seem smoother,
To fall in your stead in the traps.

I wish I were your angel
To stop you from turning blind,
To try not to let you turn wicked,
To wake up your frisky inner child.

I wish I were your angel
To fly up to the stars,
To grab a star from up there,
With its ray to heal your scars.

I wish I were your inner child
To hide beneath your skin,
To make you pure and frail and naughty,
To show you how to be keen.

I wish I were your angel
To brighten up the path that’s right,
To walk beside you on the way,
To clear up your tired sight.

I wish I were your angel
To show up in your dreams,
To wipe away your bitter tears,
To answer to your desperate screams.

I wish I were a hungry wolf
To howl inside your heart,
To turn you free, listless and wild,
To teach you the hunting’s art.

I wish I were your angel
To love each second of your days,
To fight away your dreadful nightmares,
To be your over-army in the frays.

I wish I were the woman
Who sleeps with you tonight.
I wish I were your Bright side.
Oh, I just wish you were mine.

© The Outlaws' Song

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~~ This is for ♥ YOU♥

Flowers for my Angels...

~~ For my Mom and Granny- I love you and thank you:)
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Thank you.....

For raising me up
For being here for me
For smiling at me
For caressing me with your tenderness
For teaching me
For showing me that my feet fit better on the ground than up in the air
….and that my head sits better on my shoulders than among the clouds
For letting me dream
For believing in me
For sacrificing yourselves for my wealth
For infusing fresh courage into me
For existing
For re-experiencing your teen age with me
For letting my wings grow
For teaching me how to fly
For being a part of me
For loving me
Thank you

Because memories don’t die
Because I’ll miss you…

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~~ Happy Mother's Day for all the mommies who read my blog!!
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~~ Photo credit: picture #1 - AvanteGardens and picture #2 - ApartmentTherapy

I love you and I miss you....

~~ Dear Grandpa ...
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Dear grandpa
by Doina aka The Outlaws' Song

Dear grandpa,

One day I went looking for you,

But everything around me

Seemed to keep your secret

Please, grandpa, share it with me and tell me:

Are you a cloud…,…or a leaf…,…or a mountain?

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Dear grandpa,

One night I left my home to look for you,

But the dark outside rendered my way difficult.

And the trees' shade hid you so well that I couldn't find you

So, dear loved grandpa, please tell me:

Are you a wave…,…or a root…,…or a star?

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Dear grandpa,

One summer I left my friends to look for you

But the burning sun blinded my eyes

It dried my skin and stifled me with its heat.

So, grandpa, I beg you please tell me this:

Are you a bug…,…or a flower…,… or a fly?

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Dear grandpa,

One winter I left my family to look for you,

But the wind pushed me aside my way

And the coolness broke me to pieces

So, grandpa, have mercy and tell me:

Are you a rain drop…,… or a snow flake…,… or a thunder?

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Dear grandpa,

When there was no place left to search,

I thought to look for you among the animals

But I didn't know where to look firstly:

In the boundless heights of the sky,

In the dangerous caches of the jungle,

Or in the mysterious depths of the sea.

So, I'd like you so much to tell me:

Are you an eagle… … or a tiger… … or a shark?

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Dear grandpa,

One spring night found me thinking of you

And lost In memories, staring to the moon

I wondered:

Grandpa of my heart

Are you a timid ray… …or a tiny shadow… …or a tired ghost?

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Dear grandpa,

Surprisingly, after many restless nights, I fell asleep

And when the old Sandman sent me to the land of dreams

I asked you more ardently than ever

Dear loved grandpa

Are you the echo of my voice… …or the sadness in my cries… …or the fear in my eyes?

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But, dear grandpa,

When I woke up I realized that you're the angel on my shoulder

For you're my dearest memory

And no matter what else you may be

You will always be beside me.

There's no need to go that far looking for you

Because you are in here, deep down inside my heart.

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~~ "If you want to pick a fruit you have to ask the tree to give it to you"
~~"Life will steal many dear things from you but...."
~~"Keep in touch"
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~~ "Te iubesc" means "I love you" in Romanian.

Not the perfect teddy bear.....

~ I'd like to share with you two things for today:
~~ A drawing ~~

and ~~ A childish thought...~~
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I Want

by Doina aka The Outlaws’ Song

I want to paint the sky in red

I wanna take away the clouds

In snowdrops to turn the dread

Instead of stars to put a smile.

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I want to fill the world with joy

To turn the hate into our bliss

Putting all demons in a toy

To turn the nightmares in a kiss.

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I want to turn the tears in diamonds

And all the fears in many lions

I wanna make the laughter be a wont

And tears of joy be shed with billions

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I’d turn the sinners in believers

I’d turn all people in magicians

Burdens in wings - I’d twist’em so

And color black I’d make a rainbow.

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I want to turn the wounds in scars

So they remind us we were wrong

Eventually I’d make them stars

The wrong path to be reminded from above.

© The Outlaws’ Song 2008

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~ Wish you all a marvelous weekend and a fruitful month.

~ Drawing by Me, a little modified on photobucket.com :)

Black Swan....

~~ This post is dedicated to my best friend, Andra aka Iv Sadovsky! (click to visit her blog)
~~ We went to the park today and watched the swans! What beautiful and most graceful birds! And so devoted!
~~ I love black swans..Quiet and graceful! Beautiful like a canvas painted by God! And devoted for life to one pair..one half!
~~ Many times I used their name as a nickname for me. Maybe you can make the connection between them and my yesterday post!
~~ The poem is written in Romanian but I promise to post it again as soon as I finish translating it!

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Pluteste...
by Doina aka The Outlaws' Song

Pluteste pe apa ca un fulg patat

Pe apa lacului involburat

Departe...prea departe in singuratate

Pluteste pe firul zilelor numarate
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E frumoasa si o stie prea bine

Desi sta cu capul plecat in Apus

Isi etaleaza cu eleganta liniile fine

Iar in ochi ii arde un foc nespus

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E o lebada neagra...singura pe lacul uitat

Desi nu mai spera niciodata n-a-ncetat

Sa-si caute pe lumea asta perechea sa

La fel de frumoasa si de neagra ca ea

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O lebada neagra...odata...candva...

© 2009 The Outlaws' Song

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~~ Photo Credit -- Iv Sadovsky (photo gallery) - Thank you for being such a wonderful friend!

Twins...

~Sometimes I experience this feeling of inner loneliness. I reached the age when I am searching for my other half...but I don't feel pressed by any kind of exterior factors to rush in my search. I'm only 20 and I know I still have plenty of time to find that missing piece of me but this feeling of loneliness is killing me sometimes.
~My sign are Castor and Pollux (The Twins)- the eternal proof of true love and brotherhood.
Though twins, Castor and Pollux weren't born from the same seed - Pollux was the son of Zeus, hence he was immortal, while Castor was born from the seed of a mortal man. Their love was so intense and the bond between them was so strong that Pollux decided to share his immortality with his twin, though that meant that they'd be forever separated. 6 months up with the Gods and 6 months down with the mortals - this is how the twins exchanged places and lived until they were both killed.
The feeling on longing and incompleteness lingered in their hearts till the end of their days, when they were transformed into stars and meant to be together forever.
~ This is just an old Greek legend...but who knows?! Maybe there is a bit of truth in it. What I know is that this feeling of loneliness and incompleteness comes back to me from time to time with no reason.
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~~ Drawing by Me, manipulated on photobucket.com - please excuse the paper..I made it on one of my school notebooks :D